i don't know what's been going on with me lately, but i don't feel like myself.  i'm sluggish, my mind isn't as quick as i need it to be, i'm poorly motivated and exhausted.  i don't feel attractive or intelligent.  i'm lonely.

wahh, wahh, wahh.

there is still so much work to be done, and i've completely wasted this weekend.  now i'm in my working day, and i can't find the energy to really put my nose to the grindstone.  i'm freezing cold in my house and would give anything to have someone put their arms around me and tell me that i'm not as lame as i feel.

hooray for bad mood mondays.